you stole my heart

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i shouldn't be feeling shitty-fied on a Saturday. bloody hell.

Before

After

Whenever i shortened the length of the hair, i always feel regret and upset. i should have not done it in a moment of anger..but the head feels much lighter for now. there will be no more cutting.. no more heart attacks for me, mum and the others. i MISS my long tresses. :-(

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

tooooo L A Z Y to update. been enjoying the looonnng holiday. sampai naik lemak. eating, sleeping, waking up late, gallivanting. sooo carefree. what's new. the hol's coming to an end. but am yet ready to start work. M A L A S ok. but no work = no pay = no savings = no shopping = no eating = no etc. in short nothing.

let's cut it short and enjoy some eye candies.

sheesha.lepak session at Kaki 5

sakae session

the TP/NIE classmate's engagement

toodles.
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:: ffy 05:20pm ::

Saturday, June 10, 2006

maybe for once now i should stop thinking of others before me. just this once i will try. all along, ive cared MORE for others and i expect that they will at least recipocrate just a LIL. maybe ive asked too much. i guess noone elso knows me well except YOU. because of YOU i stand strong till now. somehow or rather your presence made a difference in my life. YOU have never belittled me. YOU pulled me up each time i fall. i wonder if ive made the right choice. or was it a harsh decision? ive decided to lay low for some time. i shall not let my heart rules my head for now. ive done enough.

im just a nobody after what ive done all this while and gone through. things have been said of me yet i endured. but heck. who cares right.

IM UNPRECITABLE but i still heart you.

:: ffy 02:01am ::

Siapa Diri Ku Di Sisi Mu
(Hetty Sarlene)

Hembusan angin bagai membawa berita
Berita yang mengecewakan ku
Apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikan
Namun ku tabahkan hati ini

Sayangku…ku tahu kau tak ingin begini
Tapi kau sanggup lakukannya
Betapa hatiku hancur musnah berderaian
Tidak seorang pun yang memahami
Hati dan perasaanku

Kerna cintaimu ku jadi begini
Kerna sayangkan mu ku telan semua
Betapa hebatnya kau di hati ini
Kenapa kau tak pernah fikirkan aku (hatiku)
Kenapa si dia jadi pilihanmu
Ku sedar siapa diriku di sisimu (hatimu)
Di sisimu…

Ku harap suatu hari kau kan mengerti kasih
Siapa diriku di sisimu
Pengorbananku bagai tak pernah dihargai
Ia bagai angin yang berlalu

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

just plain lazy to update. am enjoying the holiday before kicking off for the new term. F I S H.

let the pictures do the talking then.

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this marks the finale of our 4 year Dip in Home Economics Education programme. life as a student is definitely a bliss. no doubt there's the hefty workload, neverending stress, mugging for examinations, but the memories are just priceless. i wanna remain as a student back then in TP. freedom. and i still get paid those days. even during the hols. work's driving me N U T S. and i don't get to see my babes everyday anymore. S I G H.

ohhh, on a happier note, i passed my modules. a credit for the practicum. 1 grade away from getting a distinction. nvm. as long as the coast is clear. and i shall self-declare tt ive graduated. unofficially. for now i need to put on M O R E weight and i need bucks, bucks and more bucks. bonus's in July but saving up is on the top list. F I S H. let's just hope the pakcik's hard work will be paid off and tt i can have a lil share of his.

:: ffy 11:34pm ::