you stole my heart

Friday, August 27, 2004

dis mrng i was greeted with a shock when i opened de door. was abt to leave for sch when i.......................... discovered tt de beige "dutch lady" shoes and brown sandals i bought from BKK were GONE (read: stolen). GREAT!! tt shoes were so comfortable and i had bought it for only 250 baht ($10). blardy shit. i hope the shoes burglars will have swollen feets and rot in hell . moving here was a bad idea afterall (i miss hg). i remembered the 2nd day after shifting in, my dad's working boots were stolen as well. and the other time when i was leaving for home from tuition, my favourite pair of lady sandals was stolen by whoever-you-cheapskate ppl are. i was cursing and swearing, sulking and full of angst. noone was to be blamed either cos mum had already warned not to leave my footwear outside. but de stubborn me was too lazy to bring it in. but i still wish de shoes burglars will receive their retribution for stealing my nice footwear. now i have to get replacements. the beige charles and keith shoes are too tight and they cause blisters. my other sandals, i nvr fancy them anymore. its time to shop at charles and keith again for tt pair of sandals and ballet shoes tt ive been eyeing for. *waiting for my bdae*. together with darl, i shall splurge on myself as a bdae treat. *writes down her shopping list*. i guess my shoe rack will not be able to accomodate all my footwear (sandals & shoes) as i shoe shop once a mth. and i DO buy every mth. end up, i had to give away those tt i don't put on anymore.

:: ffy 10:20pm ::

de charles & keith... nike

in conjunction to the CCN day in TP, me and marlz had henna and glittering tattoos done on us. and finally got to mit the freshmen from my course. it was rumoured last yr tt MOE will not have anymore intakes for Dip in Home Economics Teaching. for there are too many Homec teachers already. is it?? but the fact is MOE still let the course run and had only cut down the number of intakes to half. from 50 to only 25 intakes. and my batch was de last to have the 50 intakes. i guess i have to thank my lucky stars for being fortunate to be in de top 50 list.

de graffiti at de big drain of our sch..awesomeeee

bedok reservoir facing our sch.. our sugaring spot.

by the school fountain.. nice scenery

step tangkap ilham

darl fiddling with her LG hp..

glittery tattoo

marlz henna tattoo

my henna tattoo.. before

after.. not tt satisfying.

copied and pasted from *ehem*, someone who doesn't want her name to be mentioned in here. let her remain anonymous. wont subject her publicly as requested.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004
I've insert the tagboard dengan bantuan Iszzie. Xie xie ni men. I've insert song too! So bukak ur speakers! kahahkaha! Gila... But my blog akan terus plain ar. Kalau tak suka, ley blah. But no 1 enter my blog. Onli the two tchers to be, Eda and Ffy... Gd morning teachers!

P/S: Are teachers sux? They asks students to do homeworks, they give punishments, they expect students to greet them every single minute... But cikgu2 di zaman ini tanamkan sifat mulia di dalam murid-murid dengan menjadi role model iaitu cikgu2 pergi Clubbing utk release tension... SO STUDENTS, LETS GO CLUBBING! ha ha ha! CRAP!

Sepi Sendiri sat on the chair alone @ Wednesday, August 25, 2004

i suppose tt entry in ur blog is referring to me lah, makcik. this makcik has been my best buddy for more than a decade. we were from de same primary school and till now, the ties still bind. amazing. her straight forward attitude can kill someone instantly (incldg me) and shes like de mother hen. reason being, she's protective of us since shes de oldest (hitting de big 2-1 soon) among us 5 (de pri sch friends ever). this makcik is de only child and has de capability to take care of her parents. i truly admire her for so. she can stand on her own feet and believes tt she can make do wo a man in her life. for once bitten, twice shy. she and EDA are single virgins. haha. i swear. this makcik has a bagful of bombastic malay words to use which at times makes me green with envy. she gets A* for malay in PSLE (eh i get A* also) but her level of MT is much much more higher than mine now. and tt reminds me, i miss cikgu hashim, my pri sch MT teacher. makcik, this is a tribute to u, though ure still alive. haha. tt i treasure our 13yrs of friendship and when i reminisced the good old times, i would just smile to myself. those were de days. jing shan, sch canteen, pakcik sapu sampah (EDA shld remember him well, hahahahaha) lame ghost stories and de pupils. down de memory lane.

:: ffy 02:25am ::

Thursday, August 26, 2004

crazy fellows

darl & me. slacking undr de blk

Sunday, August 22, 2004

im trying as hard as i can to think positively. im so vexed. but it can't be helped. nvr have i felt so tensed up and paranoid like this before. lotsa things been running in my mind and there's no way i can shrug them off. from the day term break started till sch reopened, not a single stack of notes ive touched to brush up on my learning. its so horrendous, come to think of it. and tomorrow's de 2nd rtt attempt yet ive not been to any of de rtt revisions. am now relying on the book and hopefully able to make it for at least 3 rtt revisions before sitting for the REAL test at 7.30pm. i should scrape these unhealthy last minute events. may i make it through this 2nd ordeal.. my brain needs a break now. and so do my body. so wer are those ppl when i needed them most.. which is now?

:: ffy 05:50pm ::

Saturday, August 21, 2004

how fast time flies and how fast things have changed. i've seen too much of the dark side of life and been in undesirable situations since 14. yes, till now. and i don't believe nor give a hoot in "de more de merrier" stigma anymore. friends will come and go. but only true friends sticking by you are the ones who are willing to go the extra miles through ups and downs. its nvr been easy having to always accomodate to de surrounding's feelings. have they considered ours then in the first place? everything happened for a reason. why are we the only ones whos being proactive? does it kill to just be so when it comes to us? i believed, by u guys taking the initiative just for a sec, asking us whats de plan like for the day, though we may or may not be free, its the thoughts tt count ain't it? i've had enough of putting up with all this shits when u people just take and take and take.. theres nvr a point, tt you guys give. enough is enough though. READ ME, if you guys don't give a damn abt us, we wldn't either. for all this while, we've been bothering so much of your well-beings, but i don't see the need to now. PERIOD. so darl, pls drop the idea of being proactive. cos it doesn't help. you've seen and heard urself right from the minah2 clan to the banana incident and now this. let i.s.d.j and the rest be history. we have each other + malz for company now. at times, it doesn't pay to be kind, don't you think so? *nods*

:: ffy 01:10pm ::

Monday, August 16, 2004

not 1 project after another. in short, my term break was not even one. i admit tt i procrastinated too much during this period. all i did was pigging (sleeping + lazing). even forgo my napfa test last wed. lazy to run. pity those who took de test. too much lactic acid accumulated. and they had to climb up and dwn de stairs moaning and groaning. monday, thursday and friday were filled with project meetings. had a quickie AFP meeting at Esplanade Library last thursday cos me and malz had to rush for tuitions. and it was my very 1st outing with them. gerek bunch. wednesday's de consultation day and we're only half done. bessttt lah.

:: ffy 03:50 pm ::

here we are

jas alone

my vainpot bitch.. awesome

yours truly

de grp members.. (jas, malz & kavi)

malz and kavi lazing around.

malz with "save de last dance" poster..

de lightings at esplanade library

The purchase project was kindda crappy. Thx Consumer Resource Management. for wasting our time. nonetherless i had great time with my partner, Diana, browsing through the furniture at IKEA last friday. tempting to splurge. but at least now i know how 'easy' it is to shop for new house once settling down. the both of us were close to having migraine sourcing and budgetting.

:: ffy 03:20pm ::

which one shld i get for mummy?

snap snap.. for fun

time to lay back

hmmmm too many lazy chairs.. soon i'll be lazy

beeeoottiiffuullll ain't it.. nice concept