you stole my heart

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

dearest mummy called last sun.. to ask how we've been doing. our conversation didnt even last for a min. i still miss her though. *siggghhh*.

last saturday dropped by town with Malz to get de Bf his gifts. coincidentally both of us had planned to head CanterBury to shop for de guys their shirts. cos Malz Bf and Dee used to be in de same sec sch and rugby team except tt Dee was his senior back then. the world is small indeed. tts not new to me. afterwhich i sent Malz to de bstp for home, Dee fetched me at Taka Gardens to visit his fren at CGH; bike accident yet again.

ystdae was a well day spent wif Dee; except tt he had lost his $90 for his bike installment in de hs. he was kindda upset and pissed off tt he turned his rm upset down. his initial plan for my gift was a GUESS watch cos he noes how much i love de watches from GUESS; cos i used to wk for GUESS watches during my school hols and i could get a 40% off on any watches from my manager. but i ticked him off and told him tt he can get tt for me only when he holds a stable job after his NS. ended up he let me chose the gift myself when he brought me to Charles and Keith. he sure knows tts my favourite shop for my footwear. sooooo cweet of him. i love the sandal. black is beauty.

his CanterBury shirt

BillaBong wallet for him

his gift for me

:: ffy 1:20pm ::

Friday, February 11, 2005

check out de error.. and save ur laughters. i found dis at Changi Kopitiam in Airport Terminal 1.

mummy dearest is in BALI, my aunt's place. she left on wed evng. having a vacation there since she has resigned. she SHOULD have de liberty to get a breather but shes making us miss her like MAD. i wouldn't and don't mind with her leaving me such a HUGE responsibility in taking over her MISSUS role in de house, but she makes it sounds SOOOOO bad tt as if she wouldn't come home anymore. she made me cried twice; on de ph on CNY eve while i was outz & before her departure at de airport. we managed to hug and i just COUDN't hold back my tears. we are used to Dad's being overseas for his soccer matches, my Bro being in Bangkok for sch soccer match and in KL to stay over at my Uncle's house... but we have NVR been separated from mummy dearest. uwahhhh.

i COULDN't sleep well eversince i sent her off. I cried to sleep every night, thinking of my mummy dearest. how COULI i NOT.. we are like BEST FRIENDS now.. no more squabbles like back then, no more at each other's throats for tiny weenie arguments.. my tight schedule with school & tuitions now has made me stick at home MORE den ever, including my wkends. just to accompany mummy since she has left her wk. but now it isnt fair tt she went over to BALI wo me.. just de wrong timing i guess. but ive already planned to head over during the 4mths break after my final exams. cos everyone in de family had went overseas on their own except me.. so im making full use of the oppurtunity before i enter NIE.. any takers to join me??

im still UPSET over some misunderstandings but ignorance is bliss. i believe in karma. anger has yet to overcome my patience. just an inch before these ppl step onto my wire.. they are done for if they do.. i may be putting a deaf ear and keeping quiet for what had been said but i wont let these ppl off if tolerance has reached its limit. u wouldn't like it if i give u my 2 cents worth face to face. *peace*

my niece, fahimah

my niece & lil cuzzin

my mummy b4 departure

my mummy with her granddaughter

:: ffy 01:35pm ::

Thursday, February 03, 2005

in the previous entry, de BF got into an accident. and in dis entry, de BF was hospitalized. my mind was in turmoil when he called me up on early Tues morning, at 5am. he complained of severe stomach pain and de medic brought him to AH. many thought he was involved in an accident. i thanked god he wasnt. discharged in the evening when doc confirmed tt he need not undergo operation as de Xray-ed was negative. took MC for de day and accompanied him with his frens.

i wonder what's my life and new year turning into. 1 mishap after another. im facing loads of challenges tt ive nvr overcomed before. but with constant praying to GOD i managed to gather my will power and face these obstacles. march will be a crucial month for me and at de same time a heart thumping one. exams taking its toll and afta which i have to undergo a minor surgery on my right wrist. afta bearing de pain for more de 5yrs, doctors suggested tt it will do me gd if i get de growth removed. *sigggghhh*. a prick of de needle can just make pain me, what more a surgery. which does leave a scar i think. and going to de clinic to have a bld test is another headache issue.. GREAT.

what more can i ask for except HIS answers to my prayers.

:: ffy 11:46am ::