sooo near yet sooo far. wondering if that person who used to be my shadow still reads these rantings of mine. wondering if that person knows im stepping into yet another phase of adulthood and commitment. wondering if that person still remembers me after those cold wars. i missed those lame jokes which never failed to crack me up, those rendezvous trips we had, those take 5 sessions as and when needed when time permits, those last minute plans, those name callings and those what nots we had.
i missed my past at times. those memorable and shitty moments that made me a better person. im not digging up the history. don't get me wrong. im happy with life as it is now. but i just missed those parts of me that i left behind. i missed my old place. memories remain. take me back there to relive those unforgettable moments won't you? ive been dreaming of things lately.
i know being regret won't help much and make up for anyting or everyting. this soft spot of mine is killing me inside.
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