you stole my heart

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ive contradicted to what ive said in the previous entry. its just the sudden urge to type this away since im practically bored and had no lesson for the day. envy me not. this is the only time that i will get to enjoy such privilege.

self declared practicum's over. since the school's having their exams till the 10th. now im thinking on how i could occupy myself on these days apart from the invigilation. *sigghhhhh*. its tooooo early to say goodbye to this school come 5th May. i hate goodbyes. i will miss everything here. in fact, im enjoying my life and am happy here though lesson plans did drain every bit of my energy till i grumbled and broke down. thankful tt my CTs have the same frequency as mine. glad there are the trainees who filled up the empty space. satisfied that the canteen food this time round is wayyyyyyy much better that St Joseph Convent's where I had my attachment 2 - 3 years back. the kids altough mischievious, they will just brighten my day in some way or another. the journey to school is just a 5 minute walk. what more could i ask for. i teared when i was informed that i might not return to this school as a full pledged teacher. *double sigghhhhh*

the practicum grading had been finalised earlier this morning. examination results to be released any moment. wondering how i would fare. permanent posting will be out soon. i will miss the life as a student. terribly.

my engagement preparation. zilch that has been done so far. 2 weeks+ left yet i still procrastinate. im doing the gubahans solely with lil help from the aunt who is coming down this Saturday from KL. hopefully they will turn out well and that on the actual day itself, everyting will run smoothly without any hiccups. the other aunt and uncle are sponsoring the 1kg Prima Deli Chocolate fudge cake for the gubahans and perhaps the food expense whereas mum wanted to sponsor me the baju kurung. shitty feeling. i just don't wish to accept any offers. FOR NOW. all im asking is that hopefully things will turn out fine.