you stole my heart

Sunday, April 16, 2006

HERE GOES THE STORY OF MISS BADDY BUBBLY BUBBLE

Enjoy.

i think if others can be sensitive, so can i. why not? and i DO NOT see it as a joke upon reading that particular day sms and the dated entry. at times we should draw a line between jokes and seriousness.

kenduri arwah lipas? sympathetic is THE word.

every individual is entitled to his/her time and right. just like you. if you need the time off, that is your right. if you can tell your other girlfriends off for taking your time away, everyone has the right too, since 1 day = 24hrs. we have other commitments as well. shits which cropped up the last minute is just beyond human's control. even so if IM THE MISS BUBBLE as what you have claimed for turning down your invitations, at least i have the basic courtesy to inform you. if my other girlfriends are able to accept such turn downs from yours truly and not label me as such, why do you have to? therefore can i label you as MISS SENSITIVE then?

its by human nature that we express ourselves through emotions should things are better left unsaid. perhaps for those who have been around me for way tooooo LONG may seem to know me as someone who likes to bottle things up and not speak my mind when needed. i just can't be bothered to be upfront. but you wouldn't like it when i open my mouth. its pretty bad. TRULY BAD indeed. the pakcik knows me. of which, another human creature (no longer in contact) knows that too. neither do i like the way i am.

at least, i DO NOT look for my buddies only when im in deep shit. at least im not that persistent when in need. at least im not an arrogant bitch who boasts about her job and highly paid salary. at least i know where i stand and not live on a fairy tale who dreams of leading a tai-tai status. neither do i have glamorous friends as claimed. though pictures paint a thousand word. kidding me not don't you. there's soooo freaking much that i wanna spit out, but i guess all these are wasting my bloody time. ive got other better things to do. some things or rather some people should change. i should just keep mum. im way tooooo tired adapting to human's behaviour around me just so that i would not tripped their wires in any way. in fact, ive tasted tooooo much salt when it comes to love hate relationship, friendship and whatever shi(t)p have you. thus the reason for me toning down on my shitty attitude. which ive left behind for someone. CHANGE. MATURITY. COMPROMISING. thats all it takes. to be a better someone.

if you think im MISS BUBBLE , so be it. im the only girlfriend of yours who is such a person, isn't it? hurray to such title.

you know what. though im the MISS BUBBLE, at least you should be grateful enough that i treasure this friendship and let you be the 1ST person to be informed of my hush - hush upcoming plan. even my other girlfriend who was the next person to be informed was truly honoured. that shows how much bad overcomes good. perhaps you sit down and ponder over certain issues. we are not the only one living on this earth.

p/s: now i miss my Naddy Nad Nad, Cammy Wammy and Malzy Walzy. those chaotic moments we had in NIE. will see you babes in NIE soon. suprise there will be. hopefully.

:: ffy 11:37pm ::