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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Sunday, October 09, 2005
- "....bt i juz fils dat derz no sparkle in ur eyes.. u stil lookz depressd.........." (pillar) - "kau OK?nak kuar tak?kopi session". (Risa) - "*hugs* hpe u feeling ok..." (Cam)
thx for the sms-es people. im trying my best to hang on. im not in my usual self. i miss the pillar & the others. i havent got over some stuffs and i need to cry my hearts out again. i cant fast this wk, i cant pray to seek solace frm HIM & i cant ngaji to have my khatam twice asap. im sooooo freaking LOST & my mind's not at ease. been crying to slp for past few days. in no matter of time, i can become blind if this continues. my career is sooooo taxing & so is my rship. no doubt HES showing +ve change but i just cant help feeling depressed over certain issues.
i just wish my memory will be erased for i dun 1 to be reminded of my past and shits tt happened. i hurt tt someone way back & now i got hurt by another as retribution. if only i knew my stand back then. i just dun 1 HIM to be tt particular someone who had regretted for the actions done & came back looking for me. tts the reason for my constant nagging & reminder for HIM to take ctrl of his actions. *siigghhhhhhhhhhhh*. this rship is VERY demanding at times. ive done my VERY BEST but still failed.. if ONLY URE in my position, MR.
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