happy 39th bdae to my island..may we, de islanders, be blessed always with a safe guarded and peaceful place to live in. for us and the nxt generations.
in a state of despair and depress, pall mall is still the loyal mate. but im on cold turkey. so i shall smoke weed instead? NOT. nuts.
emo invaded and took a sudden ctrl since the day those questions bombarded. me against myself. the heart rules the mind. inner feelings went disoriented. and voila, berserk me. tossing and turning, night after night, day after day. soul searched but yet to derive to a conclusion. regretted staying put. indeed worthless. especially when the soulmate had left for a visit. of all times. how fair it is. and the emptiness filled me in.
appetite loss, sleepless nights, the endless thoughts have been eating me up. sooner or later, i'll left with sack of bones. might as well. then, no worries on the weight. but the crunches are essential still. as for now, 'ure still de one' shall lullaby me to slp.
the cuzzins have already made their way from pool at yishun to HRC for reggae night. last minute plan and they did drag me along. as much as im sick of rotting at hm for the past 2 days, i was already geared up to follow suit. but to avoid those unforseen circumstances, hm swt hm i shall be. how great tt the plan to catch the fireworks and to spend quality time had to be forfeited. *sighhhh*.
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