a new yr,supposed to be a new chapter in my life. here i am, struggling myself to search still for the answers to the qUestiOns which have yet to cOme to any cOnclusions. i AM clueless. hanging loosely on the rope. its either i took a plunge or hang on to be rescued. if its the latter, how long shld i wait then? prior to tt, will i survive if i take the risk to hold on for long? if i dont, i'll be risking my own life too. for having to take the plunge. there you see. im in dilemma. confusion.
where's de path tt lead us on? i dont see any. do you? 2yrs. isnt tt enough for me to be able to live with the faCt of u, though my heart bleeds. there'll be no path beyond this. its destined. de need of u to be in my shoes is critical and necessary. it IS significant. but not anymore. tts because u think we shld just sit down and wait to see what the future holds for us. shldnt we be doing something? or rather u? or is it tt u are just giving me false hope? fate has already make a spot of us and u can just depend on it? yah, we can only plan but its HIM who will decide on it. i shall just drop it. der wont be a time of me mentioning it again. I SWEAR. im full of tiredness. lets do it your way. i GIVE UP. it wont work out this way. i take a BREAK.
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