just when the sun's up, i thOught i wld be too. but it rained again and so i am.
i wasn't as peaCh-y as i Used tO. i was mUch sensitive than ever. i cried. sUddenly. alOne, in the hOmeC rm. sab nOtiCed it. i dOnt want tO neither dO i fOrCed myself. bUt the tears kept flOwing dOwn my ZA-pOwdered cheeks. jUst when i needed tt sOmeone badly, i had tO OvercOme it all alOne. i was lOst. i made myself readily available, armed with cOmfOrt, peaCe and lUv, when tt sOmeOne wanted me tO be there. y wasnt i given the same treatment? was giving me the attentiOn tt difficUlt esp when its UnprediCtable Of me breaking dOwn as a resUlt Of being depressed?
till nOw, im real FCUKING pissed. and its nOt easy tO share happiness and time. i was hOping fOr the time. bUt it did nOt cOme.
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