<BGSOUND src="http://us.share.geocities.com/honeypiez84/Ashanti-Foolish.mp3" loop=infinite> you stole my heart

TOUCH MY HEART
AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS

Monday, December 01, 2003

'Mum, how i wish u'd just marry me off tO sOmeone, whom u think can provide and take care of me.. and give me a break from all dis heartaches, which can nvr be healed..no matter how hard u try it."

yes, tts how serious i can be. and I AM drop dead serious.. loving someone whom u can nvr have at dis moment is like asking for the star,sun or the moon. just grab a knife and cut open my heart, and u'll know why my heart is still beating for you. tts because my life depends solely on you, ONLY you. yet, why was de past nvr failed to prevail frOm you tOo? the histOry WASNT me, she had lOnged been dead. the present IS THEN me, the turn-over-into-a-new-leaf her. after mUch cOntemplating, the very first step was tO redeem myself frOm the past aCtiOns dOne. it was nvr easy, for i tOok a small step at a time. and i need your support tO help me this time rOund.. cOs uve always been my pillar of strength. pls dO nOt shOot me with ur negativities..

HE, whO nvr fail tO bring me down at times and upset me, left me dOubts if he was de persOn tt i Once knew. HIS name ive nO lOnger mentiOned, yet alOne think Of. being UnsUre, i tOuched my heart and asked myself, why dO i still glue tO him after all thOse heartaChes tt he presented me? beats me.. i dO nOt hOld any Of the answers either whiCh i REALLY needed them. is it retribUtiOn?

my rOad is still dark and i need my tOrch light tO gUide me alOng the path..lUv blinded me Or was i blind tO see lUv? whatever it is my walking stiCk is still U..U knOw whO u are. am i a BURDEN?shld i stay or shld i go?

:: ffy 01:00am ::

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