you stole my heart

Saturday, December 13, 2003

Listening to: Cant let U gO - Fabolous

my all time fav sOng.

HE came over ystdae with his PS2 fOr lil brO tO get his hands On, the extended versiOn Of 'Fellowship Of the Ring' whiCh strained my eyes and sOre my bUtt fOr 3hrs+. i felt ackward with his presence.HE's stepping intO anOther stage Of his life, serving the cOuntry. hOpefUlly, tt will arm him with mOre respOnsibilty and cOmmitment. i shall nOt say mUch thOugh.

de cOming wk will be a bz One, nOt tt exaCtly bz. jUst enOugh tO OccUpy me. my cOusin whO was bOrn On de same yr as me, will finally wed On Thur and her wedding receptiOn will be On Sun itself. yes, shes 19. jUst tUrned 19 2 days agO and in a wk's time, she will be sOmeOne's spOuse. well, we Used tO stUdy in de same secOndary sCh and we were Once very clOsed. tO each his Own, we have Our Own path Of life nOw. and i hOpe she'll have a harmOny and happy marriage.

i prOcrastinate tOO mUCh this time, tt fOr 2 mths i didnt head fOr my bike praCt. thx tO tt, i had a fantastiC sleep with a wOnderfUl dream. dreamt tt i was riding my sCrambler, aCcOmpanied by pillar Of strength. sweet dream it was, hOping it will be a reality sOOn. prOvided tt i faithfUlly attend my praCt. i WILL, next wk... NOT. time will tell then.

alhamdulillah, ive begUn tO dO my prayers baCk. and i feel mUch better and calmer nOw thOugh sOme things have nOt yet sUbside. ive start tO see things ratiOnally and resOlve issUes with mUch patience. and as hUmans, we can never rUn away frOm making any mistakes, thUs ive let de past remain a histOry. i shall nOt want tO reminisce it, fOr ive bUried them way tOo deep.

finally, ive gOt de Legolas figurine and cant wait fOr LOTR 'The Return Of the King' tO hit the screen. fOr the meantime, i shall jUst drOOl, waiting fOr OrlandO Bloom tO dOn his Legolas suit On 18th Dec.

past is history, present is reality and future is my destiny.
ur name is tatooed on my lips,always and forever.
forgive me.

:: ffy 04:00pm ::