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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Listening to: Ada Apa Dgn Cinta - Melly & Erick
de previOus entries were mUch of heart-wrenchings. including dis too.. im still lOoking fOrward to a jOyOus event tO pen dOwn in here. im running a temp, thx tO the rain ystdae, bad sOre thrOat dUe tO mUch inhaling Of pall mall.. my lUngs are cOngested by nOw.. can feel the inflammatiOn in my stOmach, fOr pOpping thOse pills tt ive nOt taken fOr lOng, was i baCk tO my Old self? real bad headaChe fOr shedding i-dUnnO-hOw-many-bUckets tears..
it was hell of a time ystdae..NO, i wasnt talking abt de enjOyment i had ystdae thOugh i managed tO pamper myself with 2 begs, a pair Of sandals, GiO jeans and a tUbe. my cOmpany was great tOO, bUt im nOt fOCUsing either On this.
disastrOus day it was last night.ask me why? all thx tO him, the GREAT MR HURT IT ALL..HE, whOm ive mentiOned in the previOus entry. fOr Once, i needed yOu tO embraCe me in yOur arms and lent me a shOulder tO cry On. I REALLY NEEDED THOSE BADLY and ystdae was the day. I would have piCked myself up Once again tOday, bUt it was tOo late..tOO late tt i cOuldnt cOntrOl my emOtiOns and drOwned myself with the Unfamiliar pills. isnt it irOnic jUSt tt aftn, i did my prayers and few hrs after, i was thinking Of ___?___ . u fill tt Up.
U were right, dOnt dO tO Others, if i dO nOt want them tO reciprOcate tO me. i might have been inflUenCed by HIM. anger clOuded my mind. Im really dOwn after sO many days battling with these dispUtes with him. lil brO's leaving tOmOrrOw.
i might have depressiOn, bUt hOw trUe it is..i myself aint sUre.
when will it be lOw tide?
:: ffy 11:10am ::
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THE OWNER
iSzZie's HER ALTER EGO, FFy's THE LAST 3 ALPHA's OF HER NAME. a year older every 22nd September. EDUCATOR. 2 diplomas graduand. SCRAMBLERS HER 1ST LOVE. passport to 2B and perhaps 3. PROCRASTINATOR. perfectionist.
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