Listening to: Pintaku Yg Terakhir - Dayang Nurfaizah
he incUred my wrath again ystdae, whiCh infUriated me even mOre. fOr gdness sake, its de fasting mth bUt he still tested my patienCe. i was really fUming in mad & felt like thrOwing my hp against the wall. there's never a time when what he say and dO are wrOng. it has always been me, me & me.. fOr what he had dOne, it had caUsed a deep impaCt On me, mentally & physically. its the fasting mth & the festive seasOn is jUst rOund the cOrner. he's gOing NS sOon bUt things have nOt been better. ive dOne everything i cOuld bUt the blame was all pUshed tO me. hOw Unfair can it be. it was like im the caUse Of the whOle dispUte when it wasnt. the mOment he Opened his mOuth wO thinking, hUrting wOrds are hUrled. in the end,the 1 whO's feeling sO mUch hUrt is me..
i almOst wanted nOt 2 gO hm bUt ive prOmised mUm tO break fast with her. thOught Of meeting sOme friends after break fast bUt nOne was free & wanted tO gO 2 de plC tt i had in mind. eventUally, i slept the whOle dispUte Off till i wOke Up fOr sahUr. cant even be bOthered tO think abt it. pillar Of strength was right, i was immUned tO it. what he did & said, its been part Of my daily life..
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