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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Friday, November 14, 2003
jUst when i am abOut tO hang lOose and create sOme empty spaCe in my OccUpied mine, those intrUders had tO barge intO Our privaCy caUsing anOther torment tt gOnna have an adverse effeCts On me. nOOne is at faUlt. if der is, i can Only blame thOse intrUders. such a traUmatizing inCident tt will nOt be OvercOme Overnight. well, lOoks like my mind will have endless wOrries & UnwelcOming thOughts. pardOn me pillar Of strength, bUt u nOe me well enOugh tt nOthing can ever stOp me frOm having these heart wrenChing thOughts. Zilch. nOt even my will pOwer, cOs im tOtally drained Out. im growing more melancholy every hour by de dae if it's nOt ceasing. jUst need tO create a lil spaCe fOr myself w/O having tO think Of de despOndenCy.
ive nvr wished tO have these thOughts nOr even wanna think abt them. de mOre i shrUgged it Off, de mOre i will be invaded by them. they jUst cOme & gO in my mind w/o knOcking first. being a headstrOng persOn, i jUst cant help thinking abt it. wishing fOr my brain tO stOp fUnctiOning. simply tO say hOw i wished im dead? hard tO embraCe these faCts bUt time and again ive tO remind myself tt this is reality im living in. im impatient, thUs i cant take a step at a time. im blaming myself nOw fOr making sUch a big step and eventUally fell intO a big hOle where there's nO way Out fOr me. nO matter hOw hard i try tO pUll myself tO get OUt Of de hOle, i was Unable tO.
:: ffy 02:50pm ::
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