this sOng tells it all.. i shall nOt blUrt it Out here. my hp's still waiting tO receive calls Or msgs frOm him.. dUn wish tO be left alOne searChing fOr the ans myself. wOnder what he treat me as nOw. the rship is hanging still, wO any cOncrete deCisiOn given. life's cOld and Unfair tOwards me. thOse well deserved things are kept away frOm me bUt rOtten stUffs are all thrOwn OntO me. what have i dOne tO be treated this way i still hasnt get my ans yet. sUrely he nOes me inside Out yet hes testing my patienCe. rUnning away frOm the prOblem and me wOnt sOlve any Of this.
im dOwn, real dOwn this time. ive never been this sCared to be left alOne tO fend fOr myself. ive had sleepless nights cOs my mind's nOt tOtally with me.. i need tO cry my hearts Out, trUst me. its real bad dis time. even if i were tO shed tears Of blOOd, nOthing can change the faCt tt it did happen and he's the caUse Of it. all i need is a real sOlid talk with him tO clear the air Up, bUt gUess its tOo mUch fOr me tO ask fOr cOs i nOe he lOathe it.
i deserved all this i gUess. what gOes rOund cOmes rOund.
will be Outz in 5 mins time, gOnna have a breather and chill Outz. will be baCk at 11.till den.
:: ffy 7:45pm ::
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