you stole my heart

Sunday, October 05, 2003

been a while sinCe ive last penned dOwn my thOughts in here.. sChOol & hOme tOok Up mOst Of my free time till i dOn't even have time fOr myself. wasting my time On the pC instead Of stUdying fOr 2mrw's test. Ck ck, wats becOming Of me? *sigh*. chnged the layOut & realised tt the layOuts ive Used fOr the past 3 templates have a rOse in them..pUre cOinCidence. bUt blaCk IS still the cOlOur, Or shld i say GOTHIC?

having sOme dOmestiC prObs at hOme which i jUst pUt a deaf ear tO it & sChoOl's as UsUal heCtic.. they've becOme my daily meals whiCh make my stOmaCh sO fUll. when will these jUst end? mOod swings been invading me On every end Of the semester. nO idea when im gOnna bUrst intO tears this time rOund (just hOpe it wOnt).. this had been happening tO me whenever exams are jUst rOund the cOrner.. tOO mUch of a depressiOn & stress tt ive nearly lOst my mind.

Dee's been away tO KL and will be baCk tOday, aint sUre at what time. have nOt yet cOmpleted my pychOlOgy prOject (dUe On 15th) & the sewing prOjeCts whiCh are sO mUch Of a hassle (dUe On 29th). lUcky this sem i have Only 2 exam papers tO sit fOr bUt still i jUz cant negleCt them.. stUdies have been slaCked fOr ive nOt been faithfUlly attending leCtUres and dUn even bOther tO stUdy fOr tests.. i deserve it if i am tO fail any Of the sUbjeCts.

will be mOving tO wOOdlands fOr sUre this time cOs dad's been bz lOoking fOr a sUitable Unit in tt area.. i jUst hate tO mOve hs fOr there's sO mUch things tO be dOne & fUrthermOre wOodlands is never a chOiCe fOr me. bUt lOok On the bright side Of it, its fOr my benefit as in 2005/2006 i have tO travel tO & frO NIE. BUT ( there's always a bUt), the plC im staying nOw is sO mUch serene and cOndUcive. nOt mUch of a mats & minahs Or YP plaCe. travelling tO sCh & the gerls' plC is mUch nearer.. DAMN. niwae U dOnt have tO cOnsOle me, it has been deCided.

this sOng juz reminds me Of HRC, wen will i get tO gO again? *dreamz*.
gOing fOr my bike praCt 2mrw after sChOol and i'll be like a rOast chiCken Under the scOrching sUn..this cOming week gOnna be bz, with 3 tests tO sit fOr and prOjects tO be cOmpleted ASAP.. this is the pUnishments fOr dOing things at the eleventh hr..*yawns*

wer's my dUckie??
tO babey: we will gO fOr a BIG eating sessiOn sOOn, mayb afta my exam i gUess..

:: ffy 5:28pm ::