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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
when the despondency in me has begin to subside, i was dealt with another great blow. received a call from mum at 5.15pm:
mum: what are u doing?
me: im sleeping.
mum: u shld start ur prayers back.
me: *silence*
mum: ur brother is at emergency unit, KK hosp.
he'll be admitted soon.
me: *ctrl my tears* how come?
mum: his white bld cells.
me: *wonders y* where's dad? can i go there?
mum: hes here. u cant. only 2 visitors allowed.
me: *sigh* ok den.
ended the conversation with gdbyes and the beads of tears begin to roll down my cheeks. hm alone since 1pm when mum send lil bro to polyclinic and only to receive a call from her earlier abt de news. hes been up and down the clinics thrice due to his body temperature tt reached as high as 39.2 degrees celcius and intense headaches. i prepared bandung in de aftn for him hoping tt he'll be hm to drink it with dad. but i guess tt jug of bandung will be left in the refrigerator till he comes back from hospital. wonder if he can adapt sleeping on the bed tts tottally a stranger to him. and me, i doubt i can slp with my mind at peace thinking of him tt will not be at hm together with us. shall visit him tomorrow aftn with mum and pray tt he'll be hm soon. being in a hospital is not meant for him.
:: ffy 7:11pm ::
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