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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Wednesday, June 11, 2003
uhh gawd. im hm alone again, with a broken heart. terribly miss Adek. mum didnt wk today and went KK early in the morn when dad sent her there. i met mum at the concourse in the aftn, her eyes were watery and seemed red. pity her for having sleepless nights eversince Adek was admitted.
i left the hospital w/o even having a glance of him. the '2 visitors' rule is so sucky. all bcos of the SARS virus. i cried in the arms of mum when they didnt allow me to visit him just bcos im not registered. i pleaded to let me just see him for few mins, only for today, but all they gave me were some lame excuses. this lah that lah. its as if im bringing in some contagious virus. FCUK!! mum even called dad and he told her to smuggle me in but too bad it just doesnt wk. tears kept on rolling down my cheeks non-stop. and to add to those cries, mum told me they poked Adek's hands here and there, just to take his blood test. HATE THEM for doing tt to him.
even when she tried to liase with the doctor in charge, it was futile. he/or she told mum tt they wont hold any responsibility if unexpected things happened. asked if she could bring Adek to the concourse or just in front of the lift, she explained tt he was still having fever and asleep due to the effects of the medication. i accompanied her till 3+ at the concourse before deciding to go hm.
im controlling my tears, wondering when he'll be back hm.
miss ya, ADEK.
:: ffy 4:43pm ::
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