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TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Thursday, June 12, 2003
i just cant seem to close my eyes and kept shedding these precious beads of tears. the thought of Adek at the hospital with none of us there to accompany him to sleep always linger in my troubled mind. i cant eat nor sleep well. he's in bed alone and i wonder if he can manage thou. i truly miss him. got him a 'Get well soon' card when i dropped by hg pt from the hosp. dad came hm from wk in the aftn and i packed Adek my Archie's comics, his electronic games and cd-player together with the lil card as i know dad'll be off to the hospital. come back soon pls. the emptiness of his room saddened me much. the hs is so quiet and lonely w/o him ard. no more squabbles, no more laughters, no more everything.
for the meantime, mum put aside her wk for Adek. she'll go back to the hosp again in the morn. is this some kind of a tribulation for us? i hope tt we'll pull through together as a family. Adek, i want u to be hm soon. so tt i wont have too miss u so much and this hs will then be filled with ur presence back. i dont wanna shed these tears again, im worn out. i dont wanna c mum with headaches for having short sleeps. neither do i wanna see them worrying abt ur health now.
this is worse than those despondency i had in my previous entries. and he, when i needed him by my side badly at times like this, his friends is all he cared for. yet me? noone does. FYI mr,saying sorry wont help in anything. i just dont wanna think of losing Adek. hes de only lil monster tt i have at hm. GOD, provide me with the will to live on, strength to overcome this and hope for Adek to be cured of his illness. get him to be back hm real soon.
:: ffy 1:40pm ::
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