cried myself to sleep this morning. resulted in puffy eyes (when u minus de p and add s,u'll get my name.hehe) when i woke up at 10.20am. manage to get 6hrs of sleep but at least better than none. ive lost total interests and moods in everything. will get my ass up soon and do the hswk to occupy my blank mind. this will help to lessen mum's burden as well. im visualising Adek in hospital's attire, how he lied on the bed overcoming his sickness, how thin and scrawny he is, and how he's now with all those pokes on his hands. arghhh i don't wanna visualise tt cos i wanna see him with my own puffy eyes.
the more i sit at hm the more worried i am of him and the more i cant stop thinking abt his condition. he's nvr been away from me this long. the worries i have can just fill my empty stomach when im hungry. i miss him calling me Kakak.
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