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loop=infinite>you stole my heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND FEEL MY HEARTBEATS
Saturday, May 31, 2003
its not my bedtime now. im finding the right time for the right dream. its too early for me to be in the comfort of my own bed. im surgically attached to this chair typing away and pondering of wic i just cant seem to tink of what is in my head now. i never know tt a small mistake could lead to such a drastic decision until now. after 2yrs 1mth of being together, Ida's rship with Andi has now come to an end. he gave her such a heavy blow with tt decision of his. one blow after another. i just sympathised her situation now and it just hurt terribly to hear her cries every night. if tt were to happen to me i doubt i can ever handle it well. tt'll be too much for me to swallow and digest and all i can think of is to hurt myself which i know its silly and not worth it. i hope she'll be in de right state of mind soon for im still hoping they'll reconcile.
every single day is a learning journal to me. be it failure or success i take them as stepping stones to improve myself. where de matter of hearts is concerned, im definitely dead. just dont ask me why. time will heal those wounds. though are healed they leave these ugly scars on me. but its fading away slowly which i see it as good signs. and i dont give a fcuk to what others think of me. you know who you are. i shall not spelled it out.
:: ffy 1:58am ::
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